Dark Matter

“You didn’t come into the world. You came out of it, like a wave from the ocean. You are not a stranger here. ”

— ALAN WATTS

To experience the dark inside matter is to merge with the expression of the ONE life encased in a primal sheath- ancient and breathtaking. It is to be animated from the inside by a force that has existed on the earth for billions of years.

When we take our awareness all the way down inside our body, beneath our cells, into the core of our atoms and still deeper, we find a singularity, a whirring energy vortex. Inside our bodies is the entire universe, spinning within every atom, the same dark that lies at the centre of the earth and inside supermassive black holes also lives within us. When we bring our awareness to this energy inside form, we are animated by the ONE life. This energy is waiting like a dark seed and it awakens through the power of our presence and our consent to be used.

“As above so below, as within so without, as the universe, so the soul”

— HERMES TRISTMEGISTU

The energy of dark inside matter is not erotic energy, nor is it sexual, it is ecstatic. It is inherently impersonal, it does not wish to meet a person nor is it looking to relate to you as a form, it is a rich, deep pulse that penetrates through all separateness of self and structure. There is no masculine or feminine, there is no you, this is only life in ecstatic motion.

There are two major pathways to connect with the dark inside the body, one is through the base centre, the singularity of the base opens the door to the dark. Using breath, presence and gentle vibration this centre opens and energy moves up the central channel Shushumna Nadi, the vertical column running up the spine. From there it branches out through the dark web, our inner mycelium network and ‘lights’ up the dark body, the energetic blueprint of our dark wiring. The irony of this intelligence is that it requires no ‘doing’, there is nothing to activate or cultivate except the willingness to be danced by ONEness, to be used.

The second is to descend into the atomic levels of the cellular body merging with the dark singularity. Through your awareness as you spiral down into the layers of the physical body, you eventually come to a vortex or black hole opening into the ONEness, activating the singularity of one atom pulses through the dark web and awakens the entire cellular structure ‘lighting’ up the dark body.

The nature of the dark is that is it always seeking to return to itself, the ONE self. There is an effortless quality when engaging this energy, once attuned it moves through the intelligence of unity, dark drops magnetising together into the ocean . The dark engages itself through many forms, an activated dark body in one person can awaken the dark body in another. Physical contact is not needed for this to occur, nor being in the presence of another as dark bodies can activate outside the realms of time and space. When two people come together physically with awakened dark bodies, the energy will naturally turn on and the core channel of dark will seek to merge with itself in another. This can feel like ‘falling through’ each other until there is one one dark channel vibrating inside two bodies. This process can extend also to groups of people, the energy naturally forms an energetic web and pulses from person to person eventually animating the entire group as one dark current. The impersonal nature of this intelligence overrides any human desires or preferences and awakened dark bodies will often be drawn to those who hold this frequency whether or not the person is known or even liked. . The dark frequency has a powerful effect on the body and energetic system, it has the ability to reset holding patterns, trauma and cellular calcification. The dark connects us to the eternal well of aliveness and it’s encasement in matter is a raw embodied power. As incarnated beings in bodies, it is our birthright to engage the primal dark and by aligning this energy inside our bodies with the higher will of our soul we too will have the power to move mountains, real ones.

The dark inside the earth.

Like our bodies the earth too has a dark web, a mycelium network interconnecting life on the crust of the earth and the dark inside it. At the core of the earth we find the point of singularity, the same ONE found at the core of our atoms and the centre of the galaxy. Linking the base or core of our atom with the dark centre of the earth is a powerful gateway into the lower dark. The privilege of awakened consciousness and embodiment is that humanity is able to be a physical bridge between the energies held inside the earth or lower dark and upper dark of cosmos. Our bodies can become conductors of dark light between spirit and matter, superhighways for the energies to find each other. When linking our dark body with the dark body of the earth, we can give expression or animation to these currents, externalising them into conscious form. This is a gift that humanity has for the earth, the ability to transmute and transfigure these energies, lifting them up from their density. In turn these energies which hold a primal sheath of raw power can purify and reorganise our own internal structures, awakening the power of the dragon or primordial dark within us.

To connect to the core of the earth visualise descending from the base down through the dark web, penetrating the earth with your awareness until you reach the point of singularity. Bring your focus to the two points of singularity (base and earth core) and feel the channel or pathway that flows between both. Once this is established draw the dark energy from the earth core into the base, you can assist this by activating your base and imagining the energy lifting up in an effortless way. Creating this alignment means that energy can now run both down from the base and up from the core of the earth, the key to this process is consent and surrender. Relaxing the body to receive the energy, visualising your cells as porous and focusing on the points of singularity, the shared dark cores. Allowing natural movement through the body let the energy move up the spine opening the crown to allow it to pass all the way through the energetic system.

Attuning to the dark inside the earth is also an attunement with the being that is our earth, this living, breathing and highly conscious organism. Once a pathway between the two cores has been established the body can often respond vibrationally to particular pieces of land or receive shamanic impressions of places where energy is dense (for example from historic battle). The dark body of the earth communicates with our dark body and if we give our consent we can transmute energy intuitively guided by the earth itself. There have been instances where a person’s body has ‘walked’ them to a place of land upon which their dark body has activated and energy has vibrated through the body from the earth. It is a great gift to listen and respond to these intuitive invitations and open our bodies to transmute the layers of collective history embedded in the earth, with which humanity has been the biggest contributor.

“Behind the spine is infinity,
Below the perineum,
Invisible pulsating roots
Open downward into space”

— LORIN ROCHE